....but the days keep creeping eeirly closer to Monday. Logic tells me that everything should go fine with Georgia's surgery. It is so minor in comparision to her crazy open heart surgery a few years ago but I have to be honest that I am battling majorly with the "what ifs" today. What if this doesn't fix the problem, what if something goes wrong, what if....and the "hows" too..."how" can I hand her off yet again, "how" can I sit for four hours waiting while I know what they are doing to my precious little fighter's heart, "how" can I untangle all of the past memories with the reality of this surgery? I know in my mind that this is simpler but I need God to help my heart to get there too...so, for now I'm fixing my mind on this:
The LORD makes firm the steps
of the one who delights in him;
though he may stumble, he will not fall,
for the LORD upholds him with his hand.
and I just may eat a bunch of that chocolate too...